She’s a real trooper. She forced herself into a smile when I leaned forward to greet her. It was a little past midnight. “Sorry, it took me this long,” I whispered. I wanted to hug her frail body, but I was afraid I might hurt her. * * * Upo ka dito, she said, tapping…
Thesis of life
My best friend is trying to defend her life against brain tumor. In a few days, she will go under the knife and prove that she deserves an A for fighting this through. The pain that I am feeling from just watching her struggle against this illness is nothing compared with her fear and physical…
Just a phase?
At this very moment, I’m trying to convince myself that this is just a phase. Pag ganon ba, dapat dedmahin kasi “phase” lang sya? Ilang weeks na kasi akong walang ganang mag-trabaho. Gusto kong pumasok, pero yun lang. Hindi ako happy sa output ko. Ang dami tuloy pumapasok sa isip ko. Mag-resign kaya ako? Mag-abroad?…
A chaotic silence
I never thought the day would come when I wouldn’t want to hear a single sound from my car stereo on a long night drive home. Hell, I don’t even think I wanted to hear anything regardless of time, place, and circumstance. Hell. Yeah, that best describes what my mind went through on my way…
My love, keep the change
Sige. Sakay tayo. Parang lahat ng taong nasa paligid ko, in love. Buti pa kayo. Pero teka, in a sense, in love din naman ako. Not romantically, but in love just the same…with the idea of possibly falling in love again…with the knowledge of being loved…with the thought that I can love unconditionally…but this isn’t…