Thesis of life

My best friend is trying to defend her life against brain tumor. In a few days, she will go under the knife and prove that she deserves an A for fighting this through. The pain that I am feeling from just watching her struggle against this illness is nothing compared with her fear and physical…

Just a phase?

At this very moment, I’m trying to convince myself that this is just a phase. Pag ganon ba, dapat dedmahin kasi “phase” lang sya? Ilang weeks na kasi akong walang ganang mag-trabaho. Gusto kong pumasok, pero yun lang. Hindi ako happy sa output ko. Ang dami tuloy pumapasok sa isip ko. Mag-resign kaya ako? Mag-abroad?…

A chaotic silence

I never thought the day would come when I wouldn’t want to hear a single sound from my car stereo on a long night drive home. Hell, I don’t even think I wanted to hear anything regardless of time, place, and circumstance. Hell. Yeah, that best describes what my mind went through on my way…

My love, keep the change

Sige. Sakay tayo. Parang lahat ng taong nasa paligid ko, in love. Buti pa kayo. Pero teka, in a sense, in love din naman ako. Not romantically, but in love just the same…with the idea of possibly falling in love again…with the knowledge of being loved…with the thought that I can love unconditionally…but this isn’t…

Friends, acquaintances, friendly faces, and the best of the lot…

For some strange reason, my past is beginning to pop out of obscurity in the form of old friends, acquaintances, and familiar faces. Stranger, still, that they are doing so one after the other. Friends from as far back as 3 decades ago have somehow found their way into Friendster and straight into my circle….